Sun Shine After the Rain

Its been a month ever since we have broken up. Re-reading what i have post in the past month, it seems like i luv him very much. But somehow i really feel as if i have lifted off one of my emotional burden. Maybe is best that we break off. I should have done that 2 yrs back when i found out at that very moment but i just couldnt help it.

Anyway things are over and i'm leading a whole new life and are truly happy. But at least we had once had happiness before.

Now that i have lifted off one of my burden, so what's another challenges that i have to tigh through? I do not know. Maybe is there all along but i never realise it until today. But i believe whatever it is i know i can still live with it. The cough that im having has been going through almost a month now and i'm glad that is finally subsiding. The X-rays results are out. ( Heart was normal lungs are clear) but the doctor is suspecting me of having "Marfan Syndrome" because most of the symptoms i have it. Maybe thats explains y some of the time i have this sudden fainting spell sweating and vomitting and heart cramp.

Yesterday the fainting spell relapse again but luckily it happened for only a few minutes. Though is not confirmed but im still thinking if i shld really go for a cardiac disgnosis. Till now it doesnt seem to cause much problem though one of the website seems to be describing till so exaggerating. Im still thinking if i should go for the diagnose beacuse i sounded by the doctor as if is expensive till asking me if i have a health insurance and ahem!! My insurance covers anything but not HEALTH!! haha i thk i should go get one already. Though is uncurable but i believe with today's science you can just lengthen ur lifespan longer with medication. Anyway i dun wan any of my family members to know unless it is confirmed. Pray hard hard.