Am i being stubborn?? Or is this an unreasonable criteria..

If i tell u means there is no chance for u
If u asked me u will lost the opportunity..
If u dun ask but still here no matter wat, u are special..the surprise will be for u just for u.
If u spoil it there will not be any more chance.
Once abandon u cant take it back.

My Dream Home and Decor

I've never shared my dreams with anyone before. Though i never mention it but i already had the picture in mind. It is not necessary to spat it out unless is really time to get a new home and starting a new family someone that i really want to spend my life with. Sometimes i think i'm living in my own world having my own dreams and goals completely shutting down people from knowing and refraining people to see through my thoughts. Therefore the blog is the best way to express myself for myself to see where im heading to.

I was wondering if people ever thought that i'm a girl without her own dreams and just living her life as the days goes by..?? haha lol...but the beautiful picture will shape gradually in time to come..

I've always wanted a private housing overlooking the sea or prestige waterfront living or at least a highrise condo with great paranomic view of the city. My goal is to be an independent woman being financially independent with successfully career. I believe in making the money work hard for me, therefore i want to have at least a degree in Banking in order for me to acquire some knowledge in financial intruments and it also enable me to curve out a niche in the banking sector especially in investment related designation to allow me to have a career that ables me to spur me towards my dreams and goals. I want to have my own car and portfolio of investment tools to invest in. Living in Singapore's prestige waterfront residency is not easy when it cost for about 2mil to 4mil for a condo. CPF contribution is also not enough to cover much of the expenses. It only allows us to make initial downpayment and the principles and interest of bank loans. I don't want tied down myself to bank loans, i wish i could have enought savings so i could lower the amount of interest of bank loans right to the minimal. I don't wish to be categorised in " even if u had a condo or car, it maybe that u have lots of debts from bank loans":)

Maybe before investing in a private property i would first invest in a hdb flats for rent to cover some of the expenses.

My favourite colour is grey, white, brown and black. My future interior design of my house, i wish to keep it cozy and spacious with a touch of elegant and simplicity. With a walk-in wardrobe and bathroom that looks like a hotel bathroom. I love lightings too, therefore lightings would also play a part in the design to make it more elegant.

Gloria Jean's @ Marina

Michael Phelps!! Greatest Olympian Swimmer Ever!!

He is the greatest olympian swimmer ever!! Winning 11 Golds till now consecutively...!!
He's gt the personality..

I've quoted this in the Straits Times..

Phelps watch
Sunday
400m IM: GOLD Time: 4:03.84 (WR)
Monday
4x100m free relay: GOLD Time: 3:08:24 (WR)
Tuesday
200m free: GOLD Time: 1:42.96 (WR)
Yesterday
200m butterfly GOLD Time: 1:52.03 (WR)
4x200m free relay GOLD Time: 6:58.56 (WR)
Tomorrow (15/8/08)
200m IM
Saturday (16/8/08)
100m butterfly
Sunday (17/8/08)
4x100m medley relay

'It's the funnest thing, being part of a team,' Phelps said.
How can you not love a guy who uses the word 'funnest?'
How can you not love a guy who, at the end of yesterday's press conference, pulled out his Blackberry and read reporters what he considered an important text message from a high school friend.
'Dude, it's ridiculous how many times I have to see your ugly face.'
Phelps smiled and read another text message from the same friend: 'It's time to be the best ever.'
Looking forward to his remaining three events, Phelps noted: 'From now on, it's just a downward slope.
'The end is close, I love it.'

Time Passes so fast...!! :P

Hey hey time passes so fast!!...:p

Its been like 2 months ever since we broke off...
Hmm...if u were to ask me wat's my feeling now..:) i would say erm relieved, stress free...Happy..:)
Glad to hear tat from me ya...:) Seriously..

Frankly i did kind of hate and love him haha..
The time we spent together during the 3 years..we places we went..the time we spent together...the laughter we shared...:) is kind of sweet actually...all the fond memories..:) It just all kind of flooded up in my memories compared to the days when we were toagther when im sharing with her.
Initially is all the hatred but after tat just unknowingly..it kind of bring up all the happy memories that we shared...Ironically, Those happy memories flushing through my mind is much more than hatred..

I would thank him more than anything else...I still believe he is the one i know initially...
But i just wan to say sorry for all the silly things that i did just to patch them up. Because i really don't feel happy ever since i know tat though i kind of don't bare to give him up so easily..is really disturbing my daily life. I just wish to concentrate.

Perhaps we are fated but not meant to be together because i prefer my ways of achieving my goals..him on the other hand wishes to get married quickly i think..

Memories....

I Quote this somewhere...nice huh? so sweet huh...though its sad..

Do u remember?

See me as if u never knew
Hold me so u cant let go
Just believe in me so i will let u see
All the things that ur heart needs to knw

You used to captivate me by your reasonating life
Now im bound by the life u've left behind..your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams your voice it chase away

I've tried so hard to tell myself that u r gone
But though u r still wif me i've been all alone

The days and night we knew
How much i feel for u
Time has come for me to see
how much ur luv meant for me

I know i felt like this before but now im feeling it even more because it came from u
Can u save me?

Tiramisu in Italian means " Pick Me Up" ♥ Sounds Romantic :)

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