BBQ at JOMS (2008/6/28)

Kellie & Me!!










My Photography Skills See how natural they are:) keke










Starting the fire!!










Our great chef at work!

Moving on...

Hoping i can pass my driving theory during August and concentrate on my studies when school terms starts this september. And i will upload my driving theory "Pass" receipt in my own blog haha . Let's see...

Is time to pull myself up be that cheerful and happy Miss Sharon:) Hope i will be able to achieve it without much emotional and physical obstruction. Maybe i can this time.


Blog will continue...

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My love for him is unconditional..even if it is i will still forgive him but i will never let him know. Right now thats the best i can do for him. I just wan him to hate me. I know that girl needs him very much because of her sister medical problem thats y she admits to the hospital. Though because of him i got no much appetite for food that is why i've been losing weight recently. I understand him more than myself. I know what he has been through all these while.

There are reasons i scolded him for wanting to buy so much gifts for me always. I don't need flowers from him even though i wanted so much. I would rather want him to save it and spend something that is rational and to cover is daily expenses. Even if he doesnt want it i would advise him to sell it away. What i really need from him is to love me wholeheartedly just a simple gesture i will be happy. Seeing him happy im just so contented. Maybe that's e question that's been bothering him that time.

Though he said something hurtful to me but i know he don't meant it. Setting me free is the best to keep me happy and i told him that before. Im sure he wants me to be happy. There is something in his heart that always i will know without him explaining to me and i know it. I understand him more than anyone else. Im not saying im the only one that knows him best but i just know him like all his close ones.

I admit that i have made mistakes but everybody makes mistakes. What the most important is that u learnt it and maybe u could be better in ur next relationship. I've made lots of sacrifices, my conscience is clear. If i really want him to be happy and to have the best, i make sure i will not leave any trace for him to know about my intention. Even if he does misunderstand me i don't mind though i really wanted him to know about it but i tried to suppress my feelings.

Is hard for me to do this, i tried several times to break with him but i just can't help to suppress my feelings so always ended up saying sorry and patch back. Whenever he cried it really pains me.

But if i were to be persistent like her it will be neverending. I know i can go on and on being persistent because what he does i really don't mind and i really love him unconditionally and is the fact that we really do love each other not until i decided for myself to let him hate me.

I know he really wants to get married soon, even if he doesnt say it. With his situation trapping in the middle is really hard for him to decide. If that time i really want them to be unhappy i can do all i want in my profile which i nv intended to and all along for 2 yrs till now i have been keep it as private. I've been putting myself in others shoes for the girl so often that i ended up hurting myself. Is not always that he's the one hurting me. Is me who doesnt want to do something against my conscience. He told me time and again but im just so stubborn and often letting it affecting me, i dun wan to do things that are against my conscience.

I wish him all the best and to be happy always. Love him truely.

After putting through so much of her accusation im jus so tired.

Here i come Southern Ridges!!!

The southern Ridges which comprises a nine kilometre chain of green, open spaces linking through the Mount Faber Park, Telok Blangah Hill Park and Kent Ridge Park before ending at West Coast Park.

The Two Completion of the Pedestrian bridges named the Henderson Wave and Alexandra Arch.

• Henderson wave is Singapore's highest pedestrian bridge linking from henderson road to connect to Mount Faber Park to Telok Blangah Hill Park.
• Alexandra Arch is located along Alexandra Road which is made up of earth trail and pedestrian Walk way to Telok Blangah Hill Park.
  

DIY (Alternatives cure for Headache)

DO NOT TAKE PANADOL FOR HEADACHE

Maybe this could be of help for those who have headache problems..Recently i just read from an article saying even a smallest dosage of panadol can kill a cat i don't know if is true. But in fact it says that panadol is toxic to the body and it resides in the human body for at least 5 years. To my knowlege it harms the liver too.

The next time you have a headache, Maybe u can try the following alternatives:

• Buy 1 or 2 cans of isotonic drink ( eg.100 PLUS), and mix it with drinking water according to a ratio of 1:1 or 1:2 (simply, it means one cup 100plus, one cup water. or 2 cups water).



• Submerge your feet in a basin of warm water so that it bring the blood pressure down from your throbbing head.

My "keys" from Mummy or Daddy?? Soon..:)

Today is the last day of PC show, was wondering if dear manage to help me buy a camera. haha. Camera for?? Actually, i was beginning to hook onto blogging. I wish i could capture all the wonderful moments with my camera. I wish i could travel around the world, go on sightseeing discovering all the beautiful landscape made by mothernature, weathers, building( skycraper) that couldn't be found in Singapore.

That is provided that i could get the "keys" from my parents haha lol..im sure i can, just that i have to get permission from my Dad which till now i did not bother to ask. My Dad was kind of those very conventional type so he tend to be overprotective. My mum was never a problem just as long as i was with someone that she could trust.

When can i get to travel with my beloved??!! How i wish i could travel with him:p I have planned to go overseas with my colleague either to Japan or korea, but not yet decided. Is still a long way to go and probably might end up not going too depending on our bonus, we are planning to go during the late december after we got our bonus. Haha i wonder how much are we getting this year. But i bet won't be as good as last year because of the economy think we would be affected somehow or rather.

Im so excited!! If we are going during december the weather is gonna be very cold there. I LoVE WINTER!! so kAwaii!! wearing those winter clothes haha i bet i'll be taking lots of pictures lol. Though i can't travel with my beloved now, i can travel with my colleague and maybe if we are fated to be together i could bring him to all the interesting places i went. I'll be his tourguide:)

You Spice Up My Life!!

Is been almost 3 years since 14/7/2005..All this while tis special someone has given me lots of encouragement in life..The care & concern that he shows & the sense of security that he had given me. He has taught me lots of things in life, life would never be the same without him.

How can i describe him??Actually i also don't.. is the special aura that is in him that shines. The confidence, the cockyness and ever so full of himself. Haha. Thats what i like about him. He is a guy who doesnt talk much about his feelings but uses action.

I believe in fate. We started out chatting in IRC. Maybe we would never have met each other or rather know of each other existence. I remember that was my first day chatting in IRC, i thk it has been years i never went in to chat. The one thing about him that catches me ( I mean as a first impression) is that he is not dirty minded. Throughout our conversation, we were enjoying ourselve chatting and it is just purely talking about life and interest. We seems to really connect. I guess we were really carefree, we chatted about anything under the sun.

When he asked for my number i was quite reluctant to give him at first because i never thought of giving strangers or even make friends through the internet. But in the end i give it to him because of his sincerity. I never really treated him as my friend or even thought of i might fall in love with him be his gf. Not even until we met face to face in Tampines Mrt Station. Throughout the entire 3 months plus we been chatting and chatting for several hours like we have live our lifes for thousand years. Im really enjoying myself though.

I remember him coming all the way from his house to my house just to fetch me. He was really sweet to me. I was so surprised that he came but waited for me at the playground to wait for me. I didnt know he came and i was still sleeping at that moment. That was the time, my heart seems to melt a little lol..(i sounded so mushy, remember to put extra blanket for those happen to read my blog lol). Tampines was where our relationship starts.

Though he was not really good looking at the time but is his sincerity that catches my attention and we were quite natural talking to each other. Not with any awkwardness since afterall we met each other thru the internet. Like we have met each other for years.

Though things have changed now with a third party coming in. I still luv him as much. Though i did wavered for while eversince i knw he cheated me going to Thailand with her but i know i still luv him. I know that gal have a friendster but i still cant force myself to hold back not to look at her profile. Whenever i look i would feel upset n try time and again to break up with him. But whenver i asked for a break up he would feel really upset. Though he cried few times n sometime even though he tries to hold back his tears i know he is very upset. I just cant help it baring to leave him all by himself. My heart would melt and ended up patching up again. Because i cant lie to myself that i still luv him.

My Love for him can be so strong that i can oversees his flaws. Enduring everything. I cant totally blame him for this but im also the one at fault too. Time and again trying to break up. I really regretted what i have done, i dunno how it feels like until then when i asked him to break up with me if not i'll be very miserable. I am truly sorry.

Loving him is not a chore to me, i feel really happy deep down when i help him to do things though i protrayed it out that he is very ma fan. Life in this world can be very unfair. I've to shared him with other girl. Time n again sparing thoughts for the girl(knowing that she too luv him) i know how it feels like. But things are really becoming overbearing. I just feel like doing watever i want by just being happy and be with him happily and not care so much.

Let me be the one for this time to care n love him, like i did. Hoping i can be his future wife to be. From now on i'm going to trust him and not anybody else. Loving him unconditionally.

I love the way u hug me..
I love the way you hug me to sleep..
I Love the way u kisses my forehead..
I Love the way u let me fall in ur arms when im upset and cried on ur shoulder.
The patients that u giv me..
All the songs that u sang for me and all the things u shared wif me..I remember.
The laughter that we share..
All the romantic places that we went..

Love him always. Knitting, baking, sewing for him is nv a chore to me. But instead it gives me the sense of satisfaction. I just feel contented and happy whenever i see him happy. Is just worth it no matter wat.